{"id":996,"date":"2020-05-30T21:49:40","date_gmt":"2020-05-31T01:49:40","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.spanglishvoces.com\/?p=996"},"modified":"2020-06-01T13:15:38","modified_gmt":"2020-06-01T17:15:38","slug":"my-skin-is-a-tightrope","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.spanglishvoces.com\/index.php\/2020\/05\/30\/my-skin-is-a-tightrope\/","title":{"rendered":"MY SKIN IS A TIGHTROPE"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\">My\u00a0skin\u00a0is\u00a0a\u00a0tightrope<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #000000;\">teetering, a tongue captive,<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #000000;\">chains\u00a0halting\u00a0the\u00a0steps<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #000000;\">of my\u00a0ghetto, a scythe,<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #000000;\">a subway pole chafing<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #000000;\">the larynx silent.<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #000000;\">This\u00a0skin, that\u00a0weeps<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #000000;\">wears\u00a0crowns,<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #000000;\">stolen\u2014the\u00a0mighty,<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #000000;\">fallen to thirst.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Medieval cities\u00a0drag<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #000000;\">oceans, trail<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #000000;\">pale venom<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #000000;\">under\u00a0tongue, a\u00a0bull\u2019s lisp<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #000000;\">spills secrets of ancient<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #000000;\">trampled bodies.<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #000000;\">I bellow in\u00a0sorrow.<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #000000;\">Dig through the\u00a0rut\u00a0of<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #000000;\">the hollow cavern of\u00a0memory<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u2014a\u00a0sun\u00a0without its\u00a0shadow<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #000000;\">carries\u00a0reflection.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\">I\u00a0am\u00a0the\u00a0return,<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #000000;\">an\u00a0excess\u00a0of\u00a0roots\u00a0gulping<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #000000;\">evaporated skies.<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #000000;\">Triumph in\u00a0death,<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #000000;\">Yet, I discolor\u00a0my\u00a0tongue,<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #000000;\">wipe\u00a0the\u00a0street\u00a0off\u00a0my\u00a0face,<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #000000;\">crumple\u00a0my\u00a0words,<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #000000;\">like meaty chunks<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #000000;\">in\u00a0defeat\u2014<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #000000;\">language spat<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #000000;\">bittersweet,<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #000000;\">it\u00a0is\u00a0this, a\u00a0life<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #000000;\">reduced\u00a0to\u00a0teeth.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\">The\u00a0roar\u00a0in my\u00a0belly,<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #000000;\">a\u00a0son\u00e1mbulo, numbed<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #000000;\">by your\u00a0indifference,<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #000000;\">your\u00a0assaults<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #000000;\">against\u00a0my\u00a0cheek.<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #000000;\">Demons fear this,<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #000000;\">a\u00a0child\u00a0swinging\u00a0machete<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #000000;\">of chewy slop,<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #000000;\">black with city grime<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #000000;\">regifted\u00a0in\u00a0gold<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #000000;\">and\u00a0throne.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Think\u00a0of me when you\u00a0love.<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #000000;\">Coquito sweet between\u00a0lips,<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #000000;\">rising from\u00a0ashes<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u2014a fat\u00a0ass\u00a0still-life awakening<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #000000;\">the stale with\u00a0slight,<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #000000;\">a turned up nose\u00a0drowning<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #000000;\">in sour wine,<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #000000;\">giving\u00a0breath<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #000000;\">to that\u00a0death\u00a0you\u00a0call\u00a0life.<\/span><\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p><em><a href=\"https:\/\/www.instagram.com\/alladem_poems\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" class=\" wp-image-1129 alignleft\" src=\"https:\/\/www.spanglishvoces.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/05\/8B350F87-AE53-4057-ADDC-F83C2B5A96AB-Edited-Cynthia-Roman.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"93\" height=\"165\" 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She writes poetry to explore identity, cityscape, &#8216;familismo&#8217;, and trauma. As someone who has lived in various marginalized communities, her art intersects themes of class, culture, and gender. Her experiences as a scholar, broke girl, comelona, reader, advocate, and queer person in love help shape and transform her work.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.patreon.com\/cynthiapoems\">https:\/\/www.patreon.com\/cynthiapoems<\/a><\/p>\n<!-- AddThis Advanced Settings generic via filter on the_content --><!-- AddThis Share Buttons generic via filter on the_content -->","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>My\u00a0skin\u00a0is\u00a0a\u00a0tightrope teetering, a tongue captive, chains\u00a0halting\u00a0the\u00a0steps of my\u00a0ghetto, a scythe, a subway pole chafing the larynx silent. This\u00a0skin, that\u00a0weeps wears\u00a0crowns, stolen\u2014the\u00a0mighty, fallen to thirst. 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